I've been busy these past few weeks. My last post was about summer-vacation.
PHILIPPINES 2010. GOSH! I missed my HOME so much. ♥
Everything is just sooo unforgetable.. :( And everytime I go back and think of it, I just miss it so much.. The feeling I get when I step out of the plane when we come to Pinas is just sooo.. undescribable. Even though I didn't grow up there, I just have this feeling that it's my HOME.
Except for this wonderful vacation, I've experienced the BEST in this world.. To take care of someone who means a lot to you.. Exactly my great grandmother. Mom's Grandmother.
She has always been the reason for our visit to the Philippines.. Her 98th birthday was as expected, a happy one! She was so strong and so happy. She even blew her cake. But how come I saw that she was like in pain or something? 2 days after her birthday they brought her to the hospital to check what was wrong. Too complicated to describe the whole thing, but she wasn't really 100% "good". But yeah.. After the hospital she just turnet weaker.. The hardest thing was to leave her that way when we were going back to Norway.. ;( Seeing her there bedridden, and not knowing anything anymore.. Isn't that just sooo.. painful? We fought and knew she could get through this.. But I guess she was really tired after all this.. So she passed away the 2nd day of September 2010.. And today, the 1st of November, for me.. It's still soo DAMN hard to accept it! I'm just trying to be strong by thinking that she's really in a better place now. I love you, Apo!
Life goes on.. and yeah! Guess what! I'm on my last year in high school now! haha! Soooo fast! A lot of things have happen these past few months, weeks and days! A lot a lot to tell.. Not even space! But summary!
- LAST YEAR IN HIGH SCHOOL IS GREAT.
- I MISS PHILIPPINES!
- I.... LOVE MY NEW FRIENDS! haha! :p
- I MISS MY NAIC FAMILY!
- AND... it's still me. The old blogger; KATH! :D
