So what's up? Nothing's up lately. It's vacation, and all I'm doing is "chillin". Sleeping till' 10-11 am, eat breakfast, watch some tv, computer, eat dinner, more tv, more computer, stay till' midnight, and sleep? NOT GOOD. Haha.
It's just a random post. A post that needs to be published. I actually kinda missed this blogging.
It has just happened a lot lately. Things has changed! A lot of things has changed.
First you were afraid to loose it. And now, you just sit there, thinkin' about the past, and the worst; realizing that what you feared, is what is happening right now.
You don't know if you'd be glad or not.
You don't know if you'd care or not.
You dont't know what TO DO.
You keep ignoring all questions. " What if? Why? When? "
But deep inside it just kills you. You just want the truth.
The truth that can help you to move on.
He's just a random guy. Someone she never expected to "fall in love with". He was just a simple guy, that she actually couldn't stand at all. And why? Yeah, because of his pride. His personality. It just stank! And then few months later, everything just began. A new and better him, as a person. She was actually surprised. At the same time, so happy. She never thought that this kind of a guy, could have such a good heart. Everybody, I guess, could not see it. But SHE, could feel it. Through his actions.. his words.. his eyes.. his SMILE. She just learned him to SMILE. She just learned him to stop doing that drinking and bad doings. She just learned him to ACCEPT & RESPECT. And then BANG. She fell in love............
